Another year older
It's been a roller coaster year, a few ups, some downs, some sad, some happy. All in all, in spite of some of the sad moments, it was really good. I ran into a few struggles that I didn't see coming, apparently I'm not super woman after all! With all my friends around me having new children I'm slipping gracefully into that part of my life being completely over. Some mothers are celebrating firsts and others are taking on numbers 2, 3, and 5. Having some tests run confirmed suspicions that my own hormone levels have taken their dive a little earlier than most are accustomed to, that explains some of the ragey moments over the last year plus. It's surreal for me. Don't get me wrong I have NO desire for more children. Especially not a tiny one. It's nice being the mom and step mom of individuals who are self sufficient and capable. I like having time to do what I'd like to do and people with whom to chat that can be articulate. But ...